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R.F. Hartwell
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Why Do I Care?

Why do I feel this way? Why am I so emotional? Why do things have to feel so trivial...and existential? Is it because I'm selfish, and I value my life? Or do I want things in order; razor thin like a knife? Why do things matter? Why do I care? Do I dare to explore? Do I even dare? I guess I'm scared of the pain, the fear of being wrong. Where does that leave me? Where do I belong? The unknown is what's so jarring, and beyond my own grasp. I try to ignore it, but my mind begins to relapse. Will I ever be satisfied? Will I know for sure? It seems I'm looking for answers, but without a cure. I guess I'll keep looking. Which is only fair. I'm desperate for answers. And that's why I care.

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Why Do I Care?

Why do I feel this way? Why am I so emotional? Why do things have to feel so trivial...and existential? Is it because I'm selfish, and I value my life? Or do I want things in order; razor thin like a knife? Why do things matter? Why do I care? Do I dare to explore? Do I even dare? I guess I'm scared of the pain, the fear of being wrong. Where does that leave me? Where do I belong? The unknown is what's so jarring, and beyond my own grasp. I try to ignore it, but my mind begins to relapse. Will I ever be satisfied? Will I know for sure? It seems I'm looking for answers, but without a cure. I guess I'll keep looking. Which is only fair. I'm desperate for answers. And that's why I care.

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Entranced

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Come All Ye Introverts

Come all ye introverts! Come out and Play! The crowds have all dwindled, what do you say? The streets are all barren, and no cars are in sight. So it's safe to go out, and have a good night. All the extroverts are sick, and the events are all closed. Which means there's more room to roam, I suppose. I know that you're cautious, and I know that you're scared. But I think you'll be all right, since you're prepared. You don't have to socialize; you don't have to mingle. You can travel by yourself; as a single. Take a deep breath; breathe in that fresh air. It's all that I ask; it's only fair. Do as you will, it's your decision to make. Go right

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Angels in America

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Charlie Chaplin 2017

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DJ - Dina (Chapter XIX)

INT. HOSPITAL ROOM – THE NEXT FEW DAYS DINA slowly wakes up to the sound of a heart monitor. To her left are a bouquet of flowers, and “get well soon” cards. To her right, Sasha is dosing off in her hospital chair. She has stitching on her forehead, and a few bruises over her eye.                                      DINA                                (Still in pain)                   Sasha?                                      SASHA                   Dina. Thank God you’re awake. How are you feeling?                                     (Pause)                   Sorry; stupid question.                      

DJ - Dina Second Draft

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Eastern Washington University

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